Nurse's Heart

Honesty

I'm sorry for the long post; I just wanted to state a few things.

Moving forward, most of my accounts will be private for the time being, and my social medias will be locked. I have been trying to keep quiet about this matter because of how badly it has been affecting me. I will be honest with you all now: Karube, my abuser, and I were in contact a few weeks ago. He added my mutual to try and blackmail him. The person sent me his new Discord, and I added him. We got into a huge argument about certain things, but at the end of it, he said he wanted to be in my life, that he wanted to help me, and help with my disorders.

A few weeks went by, and I noticed some things, including him reading my blogs (before we were "friends"), quoting my private page that I only use for this site, and messaging my Atabook. However, we became closer until another argument. He had mentioned my DPD to someone in person; they didn't consider it to be a big deal, but he did, and sent me paragraphs about how it was, in fact, a big deal. I unadded him.

He's continuing to check my pages, but had multiple of my IDs in his "Favourites"—characters he had never mentioned before meeting me—and said he's now IDs as Towa, a character who I publicly yume and have stated I have had delusions about, deleting them after he knew I saw them. He's back on Rentry, wanting attention. I physically can't do this anymore—I'm tired. I can't keep waking up to over 10 messages about him.