Life Updates
Good morning, dearest patients! I’ve missed you all so much!!
I want to start by apologizing for not writing in a while. Life had other plans for me, and honestly, it’s been a bit of a rollercoaster. Today, I had to take the day off due to some medical issues.
School & Personal Growth. Big news: I’m officially more than halfway through my final year of high school! I’m super excited and proud of myself. I’ve been working really hard on my assignments, and it’s paying off. It feels amazing to see all that effort come together.
Relationships & Boundaries Some updates on my personal life: Asriel was back in my life for a while and took on the role of “provider” for me. However, I recently blocked him for several reasons, and I’m hoping he stays blocked. I made it clear that if he tries to reach out again, I’ll have to involve the police in his city. Cutting someone off when you’re dependent on them is incredibly hard, especially when they know that.
Health & Support Physically, I’ve finally recovered properly. I’m eating more now, which has made my friends super happy—they were really worried and even started meal planning and bringing me soup. I’m so thankful for their love ♡.
Visual Novels & My brother Lately, my little brother and I have been playing Your Turn To Die. I actually started playing it back in 2021 when it was free on a random website, thanks to my ex-crush who introduced me to it. He said I reminded him of Sara from the game. My brother associates himself with Joe and Gin, and we both associate Keiji with a certain someone. We played for almost three hours yesterday and will probably keep going today.
Friendships Revisited I’ve welcomed a couple of people back into my life recently—my ex-fp and an ex-friend. My ex-fp and I had a rough relationship; he forced me into things when he was bored. He’s been going to therapy and learning, and while we briefly considered more, we agreed it’s best to just be friends now. I’ve known him for seven years—crazy how time flies! He’s mostly been normal, aside from a few weird comments here and there. As for my ex-friend, I cut him off after he confessed he’s been in love with me for years and that’s why he can’t date anyone else. It was really uncomfortable, so I stopped talking to him. But a mutual friend mentioned she missed him since we were originally a friend group, so we cleared the air. He’s still not added back, but we’re somewhat decent now.
Looking Ahead I’m thinking about rejoining public spaces during my holidays. I want to expand my social circle but have been too paranoid to do so. After everything, I feel like my personality has been drained—this “all-forgiving angel” identity I had. While I’m still that nurse at heart, my identity has grown, and I’m ready to grow with it! I even found a Slow Damage server I might join to meet other fans, though the fandom can be a bit intimidating.
Birthday Stuff And guess what? My birthday is next month! I’m turning 18, which feels surreal. I probably won’t do anything big—maybe just spend the weekend with my FP. I want to enjoy my last month as a teenager before diving into more adult responsibilities.
Final Note I also need to finish all my games soon because my friend is closing his commissions and will only reopen them when I’ve completed the games I started. Challenge accepted!
That’s all for today, dearest patients. I love you all so, so much! Please remember to take care of yourselves. Until next time!