Old Friends
Good afternoon, dearest patients!
I was talking to some people about some old friends I had. During that time, I was not a good person, and I hurt people close to me. I found out these people were kind of "back"—not publicly, but they were talking to my friends and my groomer. I don't remember if I told my friend what they had done, but I felt truly upset hearing about them. I doubt they even know it's me, or if they even remember me. My friend said they never mentioned me, even when talking about old drama, which I'm thankful for.
These two hurt me—a 19-year-old and a 17-year-old telling me that my partner hated me, was cheating on me, and wasn't treating me right. After all of that, they said they could treat me so much better when I was 16, only to block me everywhere and tell me I was a horrible person and to never contact them. They even mocked me after all that.
I felt so sick hearing about them and how well they're doing in their lives. It feels sad, knowing these people who promised me something only to mock me are now living so comfortably. But it's okay. I need to accept that. I will grow and better myself. I will be the best version of myself.