Sick Day Rambles
I woke up today extremely sick and was struggling to stand, so my third day back I had to take off. I’ve spent most of my day sleeping and playing Slow Damage. My FB also had to take today off since she was feeling unwell, so I do apologize if I just ramble today or something doesn’t make sense.
I was on a call with my little brother last night, mostly us just rambling and spiraling. “Bad decisions will be made past 9 PM.” I do lecture him and try to prevent him from doing stupid things, but I can’t force him not to. Thankfully, I was trying to make my version of soup to do anything that bad. I enjoy the long phone calls. He also shows a lot of the same traits as me, so it’s helpful to have someone who understands what I feel.
I’ve been thinking about my 18th birthday more recently. I am not one to celebrate, since it brings up horrible memories, but I feel like 18 is a big milestone. My birthday isn’t for a while-it’s in July. But my FB turns 18 in November, on our graduation day, actually. I only really want to celebrate with her. Going to parties and events gets boring after a while. I used to sneak in, but my city is pretty small; most people know each other, so it’s just awkward. And I have classes on my birthday, so I might just skip that day and sleep in. There’s this amazing sushi place I like, so I might go there with some family. Hmm, maybe I’ll take her out on hers. She’s not really a party person-she’d probably just want a night in with lots of snacks, movies, and Roblox.