Two Weeks Clean !
Today marks the day I’m officially two weeks clean of any alcohol and drugs! I’ve been feeling a lot better and have had people along the way to help me. I stayed up until 12 a.m. helping people set up their Bear blogs-I’m glad I could help. Then I passed out and woke up to over 30 messages about the document being released. It took me nearly two hours; I felt extremely sick reading it. Truly, how can someone be so cruel to others?
I also reached out to someone today. We had spoken once before, but it didn’t go well. After another situation, he realized he was defending someone who had done me harm. I’d heard he wanted to properly apologize, so I added him, and we spoke. I wanted to move forward-I told him I bore no ill will and understood why he’d defend someone he considered a friend. Now we’ve moved forward as friends! I’m really glad.
On that note, I also had to step back from another friendship. He didn’t hurt me, but a lot of his actions made me realize he still needed to heal. I told him as much, and while we’re still “friends,” he’s agreed to work on himself. I’m glad people can understand their mistakes and grow-it makes me so happy ♡.
Today also marks the last day of the holidays for me. I’ll miss it-I’ve been avoiding my work, but I need to catch up. I finished coding my app and just need to make a presentation about it, complete five pages for Art, and finish my psychology assignments. I’ve gotten a chunk of them done. After this, I’ll tackle the rest.
Remember Patients, Every step forward, big or small, is something to be proud of. Whether it’s staying clean, making new friends, or taking care of yourself, you’re growing. Remember, it’s okay to forgive, to set boundaries, and to ask for help. What’s one small thing you can do today to keep moving forward?